My pain has hit an all-time high. I can’t sleep, I’m struggling like a motherfucker right now to just “be”. It’s a struggle and a half, and I’ve had enough. I’m really, truly, sick and tired of this illness. In times like this, it’s harder and harder to be strong and be myself.
And The Moon Sees All 
i am so sorry to read this, i am amazed by your sheer will and resolve to get through it all and not let it take you down. hugs ) beth
It’s been trying to destroy my life for a very long time. I’m doing my best to navigate it, and all its difficulties.
Thank you for the support. I appreciate it. 🙂
I truly hope you get an opposite of a flare up very soon. cyber hugs.
It’s the change in weather, I think. I’m very sensitive to that. It makes things so much worse.
Thank you for the kind words and support. I appreciate it. 🙂
I feel the same way. 😦
It would be nice to know that one day it’ll stop or that there will be something miraculous, but I think we’re all pretty realistic in terms of our expectations. Either they will put a drug on the market that works for us, or the suffering will continue. I hope & pray it’s the former.
So do I…I never realized just how bad it could be.
And by “bad”, we mean “bloody fucking awful”.