My pain has hit an all-time high. I can’t sleep, I’m struggling like a motherfucker right now to just “be”. It’s a struggle and a half, and I’ve had enough. I’m really, truly, sick and tired of this illness. In times like this, it’s harder and harder to be strong and be myself.
i am so sorry to read this, i am amazed by your sheer will and resolve to get through it all and not let it take you down. hugs ) beth
It’s been trying to destroy my life for a very long time. I’m doing my best to navigate it, and all its difficulties.
Thank you for the support. I appreciate it. 🙂
I truly hope you get an opposite of a flare up very soon. cyber hugs.
It’s the change in weather, I think. I’m very sensitive to that. It makes things so much worse.
Thank you for the kind words and support. I appreciate it. 🙂
I feel the same way. 😦
It would be nice to know that one day it’ll stop or that there will be something miraculous, but I think we’re all pretty realistic in terms of our expectations. Either they will put a drug on the market that works for us, or the suffering will continue. I hope & pray it’s the former.
So do I…I never realized just how bad it could be.
And by “bad”, we mean “bloody fucking awful”.