I Believe In…

“I believe in everything until it’s disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it’s in your mind. Who’s to say that dreams and nightmares aren’t as real as the here and now?” ―John Lennon

I Didn’t Want T…

I Didn’t Want To Wake Up…

“I didn’t want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that’s really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.” ―Ned Vizzini

I Didn’t Want To…

I Didn’t Want To…

“I didn’t want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that’s really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.” ―Ned Vizzini

*This is Chronic Pain, Fibromyalgia, Depression, etc.*

Moon Rise Musings

Last night I went to bed early, which has been a real problem for me over the last month. Going to bed between 4:00 and 8:00 a.m. is not “normal”. I haven’t been sleeping well, I’ve had the most bizarre nightmares, and my internal clock is totally screwed up, AGAIN! I hate being awake during the day, it’s almost unnatural for me (Definitely not a fan of the sun, but I’m fine with rainy/snowy days.), but I also dislike not being able to sleep when I should be sleeping. It’s fine for me to wake up around 4:00 or 5:00 each morning and be in bed before 9:00 each night, even if it’s a bit Grandma-ish, but not being able to sleep properly for weeks on end?? Not cool. Under “normal” circumstances a person might recommend a sleeping pill to put me “back on track”, but all of these pills that people claim work like a charm don’t do a thing for me. I can’t remember the last time it took me so long to reset myself into a normal groove, but I am determined to get back on track so I can get back to living my usual life of sunscreen by day. Wish me luck, and I hope you are all sleeping far better than I!