Precisely How I Feel Today…..
“Above all, don’t lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love.”
I woke up this morning thinking I could handle a battle which lays before me, only to remind myself that I am in mourning and it’s ok to admit that. It’s only been a week and I need to give myself time, because I’m too raw to be allowed to jump into the Dead Sea. So tomorrow I handle the battle, but I will give myself the weekend to contemplate and begin working on the healing process. I also promise to call in reinforcements as needed, because right now I don’t think I can solve a crossword puzzle, leave alone my own life.